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So, in the end, whats the point of it all ?
Did we transformed japan or city? No
Did we have an impact ? probably… certainly! we have been there, we prayed there, we met many different people there, we know the country better, more than ever it is in our hearts and prayers (Chika)
Are we preparing to go back ? Are we becoming long-term missonaries ? No. At least it is not the next step of our lives
So, is this experience a failure, a waste of time? certainly not !
Because we were there, according to His will!
And the miraculously extraordinary thing is not that we tried to do something for God and the spreading of the Gospel, this should be just basic normal attitude and responsability,
the very miraculously extraordinary thing is that God is at work in our lives, that God is here, demands to do, can do, and does!
IF we trust Him. believing is not enough, it’s just the starting point.
If we set ourselves as disciples, as apprentices, he transforms us, he transforms our souls and spirits.
Has it been easy ? surely not !! there has been a lot of
– spiritual fight – bad or wrong things put into light
– it has been physically, mentally, socially, and spiritualy dens and exhausting, and inconfortable
– there has been feelings of lack of control , lack of liberty
– of frustration, of uselessness, of lonelyness, despite having very rarely the possibility to actually be alone
– our pride has been smashed down, we’va felt rejected sometimes
– we had to go beyond our limits, beyond our security, beyond our comfort !
But nobody grows in comfort, in now ways, from body, to mind, to soul !
Comfort is sitting and waiting to die, and it actually comes faster.
It is pretending, i completely know myself now, i know everything of you God, and closing the door…
It has been daaamn hard, but He transformed our personnal lives, our couple life, our familly life, our body of christ life, our son & daughter of God life…
We were in front of many spiritals problems and lacks in our lives before coming, sometimes for years, we already knew what was good to do for many of them, but were repeatedly not capable to put it into practice
Through difficulty and out of comfort he transformed us by revealing His real actual living presence, by revealing His real actual living presence He developped our wish our desire of Him, through developping our desire of Him he gave us the strength and will and occasions needed to let Him actually work in our lives and transform us !
This cannot happen by our selves, only God can reveal himself His Glory
Where we ready for all this ? No ! But HE does not calls us to be ready ! He calls us to let Him prepare us !
But Yes too, we were ready for this because it happened, and it happened because we came to this crazy situation with the attitude to be available to and want to know His will
Close to the end of the programm, we have been proposed to experience a « faith journey ». Which means going out , for 2 days, by group of three, with nothing. Actually like the apostles who walked from town to town without knowing what they would eat and where they would sleep…
At this point of the programm we were 8 adults remaining, so we were 3 groups of participants. the two other groups went out the straight way, with nothing but their cloths, and just one phone for one of the group.
You know what ? they reached a destination, they ate, they sleep under a roof, and had unusual occasions to share the gospel !
Why do i talk only about them, not including us ? It has been probably the more insecure and uncomfortable situation of all the program, i could not go over the idea of taking the risk for Maiko to sleep in the street, plus we don’t speak japanese, and many other ideas you can easily imagine. But we fought all this, and finally found the boldness to blindly trust (still i have not been able to go out without at least a few money and my phone, but Caro did not know at first and did it straight). So we tried to hear about the direction we should go…. and nothing. White silence. And we tried gain. white silence. We then decided to do some classic prayer walking, but met no special occasion. We stopped in front of a kindergarten, whose director told we could come, and we had an interesting time, even spirtually, but it lasted one hour… and back to nothing, no inspiration, no sign, no occasion. So we decided to go back home, and there decided to accompany the others in prayer. And praying out loud together was something unusual to us. And God used that finally private time in prayer to also free Caro from long lasting heavy burden ! Day two, early morning, still nothing. Prayer. sharing our feelings. White silence. We decide by ourselves to target a city, and go out to wait for a bus at a bus stop (if its god will a bus sure will arrive), nothing… so we decide to walk in a small shops direction to try to have informations how to reach this city, and less than a hundred meters away from the bus stop, a bus passes by ! Ok ! wasn’t His plan… At the shop : only the train goes there and the station is far away… ok. So lets walk in Stephen’s house direction, maybe he can take us to the train, sending a whatsapp message to ask, still walking in his house direction, message not read, walking, message not read, walking till fionally reaching their house ! the 2 cars are there, message still unread, and at this very moment it is now too late for the train. Ok God, really not your plan ! so we just continue the road leading to the forest. And it has not been even 2 minutes that we were away that « message read » « stephen ansewer » sorry jsut see your message, in think its too late for the train now…
Definetly not your plan for us god !!
And arriving at some calm and nice and restfull place with nothing to do in front of us, we undesrtood His will : my plan is that I give you rest! because I know how much you need it
If i look back at this moment, it feels like Ha was saying « my work in you here is done »
And making His work in us perfectly complete exactly by leading us to that moment of rest…
making His work in us perfectly complete in showing us in a very tangible way He takes care of us, and knows when we need rest, and gives rest
Because He does not ask without providing for what we actually need, before, during, and after !
TRUST ME says the almighty perfect father
TRUST ME says our God
TRUST ME says our perfect and saint eternal father
There are no place in life I will lead you to that will arm you!
There are no place I will lead you to that will not be good for you !
May it be joyful, peaceful, aboundant, or dry, tough, difficult, painful
There are no place in life I will lead you to that will arm you!
There are no place I will lead you to that will not be good for you !
There are no place I will lead you to I will not give you what you actually need
Trust me, follow me, let me lead you in this journey to come closer to me,
trust me to lead you Home
Trust me
put your 3 year old hand in mine, and trust me